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Don`t waste your time waiting for someone who never really cared of how you have felt. Open your heart again and give yourself the chance to find someone who would make the loving worth tha pain and sacrifice. -- quote of the day

Don`t overuse yourself trying to look for the one you think you deserve. You should save the best part of you for the person who deserves you. --quote of the day

Sometimes we dream of having someone we really like but life isn`t like that. We don`t get everything we want but in the process, we end up loving someone better than what we dreamt of. -- quote of the day

what these three quotes have in common...anyone??..lol to me these three quotes says that you don't have to look for that special someone because they will come at you when you least expect it. When you're all down and you feel like no one is there to help and be there for you..they will come ..sometimes we dream, we search that we don't realize that the one we're searching for is juz around the corner. It might be the one you're sitting with right next in the bus, your seatmate at your class, or your friend. A lot of us pay attention too much on the person who doesn't even notice us. You stare at them, but they look away. You follow them, but they run away. You try making friends with them, but they avoid you. And when you're backs are turned they talkshiiit about u.. In conclusion we get attracted on someone who is juz hurting and destroying us...And when that happens we're all messed up. But, does that mean it's the end of the world?....A lot of people hurt or kill themselves for that reason..why??..is it that worth it to destroy yourself juz because of someone who is a complete asss to u??...It's not worth it, yeah love is part of life but what u are doing is not love because how u can love someone if u don't know how to love yourself? so please stop and think..u don't need to get depress coz that pain we feel inside right now will heal...and it will not be the same pain we're gonna be feeling 10 or 20 years for now...coz when time comes, we will all be healed and we will all be back on our tracks coz there is gonna be someone who will take away the pain and start an everlasting and wonderful journey with us...AMEN!..lol!

blog / quote of the day

"Loving somebody who don`t love you back is like reaching for a star, you know you`ll never reach it but you just have to keep on trying because someday it might fall." -- quote of the day

not everything can be reached by juz simply hardwork. Love is one of it. It is one of the most touchiest subject ever there is. You can find it in the most simplest place on earth where everything is quiet and peaceful but look for it in the most complicated and dark place. Sometimes we go search and search far and when we find it the journey starts.

when we first meet the person, we think of them as an ordinary person. Someone you juz see, talk to, and share each others company. You refer to them as friends. But when time progress, you always spend time with them, you get along and feel comfort when you're around them. You always wanna see them, talk to them, and always want them to be by your side. Then you start to feel something, something strange that you cannot explain.

You start thinking about them, dreaming, and start smiling when you think of them. You feel sad when you don't see them but full of happiness when you do. And you start battling your thoughts, and keep asking..what is this??...why??...and this keeps going when finally you start to realize that you're inlove with them. This is a great feeling to have because you're feel of happiness and full of inspirations all the time but it's also makes you feel guilty because you juz fell in love with a person who treat and think of you as a friend. So it's hard to express you're feelings for them..so all you can juz do is keep it..make it a secret coz that's all u can do, but that doesn't mean you give up....because if u do..if u don't take the risk..what would happen if that person feels the same way?..you will throw it all away and then later on you'll juz end up blaming yourself for not trying and being scared..and if that person doesn't feel the same way or confused does that mean you stop??...what would happen if you have a chance later on?..never know right? so if u really love or down for someone you will wait and wait even if it's painful you'll wait..you don't go searching and go for the next one because you cannot wait..there are plenty of time and years ahead..the days are still young..you don't have to hurry..so wait, be patient, and believe that someday that special person will feel the same way for you..AMEN!..haha

quote came from Lovey..lol..I juz felt writing a response on it...tell me what you think

Para Sa'yo

Nde ko alam kung paano sa iyo ito sasabihin, nde ko alam pagkatapos nito ako pa ay iyong kakausapin, nde ko alam kung totoo ang mga balibalita na naririnig ko, na ikaw raw ay may pagtingin sa isang tulad ko. pero sasabihin ko sa'yo kung ano naramdaman ko..ako'y natuwa dahil for the first time may nagkagusto sa isang tulad ko..minsan ang hirap magsabi ng totoo, katulad ng mga ito..nde ko ba alam kung bakit nagkakaganito..lage kang nasa isip ko..nde dapat ganito pero ganon na ang nangyare..i'm so sorry dahil feel ko para akong nagkakasala sa iyo dahil turing natin sa isa't isa ay magkaibigan..alam kong korny mga sinasabi or para bang apaka kapal ng mukha ko..pero nde ako nagpapakapal ng mukha sinasabe ko lang ang totoo.. sa tingin ko ay nahulog na ang loob ko sa'yo..kahit na tatlong buwan lang kitang kilala at kahit nde ko alam ang detalye ng buhay mo basta ang alam ko lang ang nararamdaman ko ay totoo..kung tatanungin mo man kung ano ang nagustuhan ko sa'yo nde ko yan masasagot dahil ako rin ay nde ko malaman kung bakit ba nahulog ang isang tulad ko sa iyo..alam kong may pagkamalbo, korny or weird, or nde kapanipaniwala pero sana naintindihan mo ang mensahe ko sa'yo..nde kita makakalimutan..lage kang mananatili sa puso't isipan ko..sana ganon din naman sa iyo..sinulat ko 'to nde dahil sa nagdradrama ako..sinulat ko 'to dahil gusto ko before we go our separate ways..masabe ko sa'yo ang totoo.

Dugtungan Game: Chize, Lovey, & Landi

mahal mo ko dahil mahal kita kaya wag ka ng mangamba pagkat baka kumagat ang dilim at sakali ikaw ang maging may ari ng puso kung dudugo pagkat di agad nailabas ang tunay na nilalaman ng loob, labas, at kung ano ano pang parte na di  u  pa nki2ta  na dapat ay nde makita sapagkat pinakatatago ko cla pra  lng ikaw ang  makahawak, makayakap, makakita at makalasa dahil iba talaga pag ang mahal ko ang nakapagpadama ng ganitong klaseng pagma2hal  na sa knya ko  lng iaalay, ibibigay, isasakrapisyo para malaman na ganito ko syang binukod tangi sa ibabaw ng lupa ngunit mukhang kahit gaano ko xa   ka mahal  e hnde nya mrmdaman  yung lahat ng inalay, ibinagay para lang mapatunayan na totoo pagsinta ko kahit na nga di ko malandi ang kilangang landiin dahil  ikaw ang naiisipan gus2 ko man ikaw patayin pero nde pwede dahil ayokong mabulok sa bilangguan na kasing baho ni betoy  kpag  humihinga pagkat sya ay napaka bango, mabango na parang tae ni aling toyang na di n a flush sa inadoro, nakakasuka, muntik ko na mailuwa pati pustiso ko  na muntik ng mdala sa pagkat baka ako'y mahkahika pa, ang ganda pa naman ng gintong pinalagay ko sa ngala ngala tapos..isu2ka lng pla  na prang pancit cantoon  n my ksamang bagoong at arabo pag pinaghalo tinatawag itong cantonarabi oh d ckat pero mas maganda cguro kung ..samahan   ng pinaghalong utot   at asim  ng kilikili dahil  itoy nakakairi, oo parang iri ng baboy, alam nyo ang amoy, dba amoy patis na hinaluan ng tae ng kambing na nilagyan ng kulangot at sinamahan ng konting plema at luga galing sa tenga  ng  ipis  dahil  itoy kcing tamis ng kulangot ng intsik, pag natikman mo ikaw ay mapapa: "lintik na! bat di pa ako kinuha ni god!" ganyan din ang sbi noon ni ate jm nung sya'y  nasa klagitnaan  ng ksarapan   ng pag tikim, paghalik, at pagbuhay, buhay pa sya sana kung nde lang xa binitin ng asawa nia pano naman kc ang lambot ng ...saging  n  saba  dahil kinulang sa haplos ng mga iyong mamatay mong kamay, mamatay tao! sana asa kama cla nun at di sa banig baka kc di naging malambot at d rin kailangang..patigacin  n tulag  ng semento  n knilang pinag ga2mitan  nung mga  butas sa .. (to be continued)

Amen!

ako'y maglalabas lang ng dinarama ng loob ko..nde ko talaga alam..nde ko alam kung ano mangyayare..natatakot ako..na mawala ang isang tao mahal ko sa buhay ko..it's hard to think straight..when u don't know what tomorow will bring.. I juz hope she'll be fine..coz nde ko kaya na mawala sya sa buhay ko.. u know..sana nga gumaling sya, lumakas..kasi nde ko alam kung ano gagawin ko pag nde ko sya kausap at katabi..sana nga..wag syang kunin..sya na lang nakikinig ng mga problema ko, nakakaintindi, at isa sa mga inspirations ko sa bawa't gawa ko..sana wag..sana naman u take time to pray for her..sana wag syang pabayaan ng Panginoon..sana nga wag...at makinig sa bawa't dasala at taong nagdadasal para sa kanya..sana hilingin lahat ito ng Panginoon..dahil alam kong nde natin kaya mawala ang isang tulad nya sa buhay natin..I know I can't..nagpost lang ako ng blog..nde ko alam gagawin ko eh..gus2 ko lang labas lahat ng sakit at takot na nararamdaman ko..anywayz I don't wanna end this letter..this letter juz shows part of what I feel..the other part it's still inside me..sana wag syang mawala at panatiling gabayan sa ng Dyos na may kapal..Amen!

Anger Management Therapy

kakaiinis naman..s2pid shiityyy peopple..i'm so cheesed..guy people pissing me off..not fair.. why do they have to do this to me??.what did I do??..I'm not a badgirl and they're doing this to me..I don't drink, i don't smoke, do drugs, kill anyone, or get into fights, and yet everything the only thing that makes me happy is being taken away from me..they even take my friends away..why do we have to move?? and can't stay in Toronto as long as I want to..My plans has to be over by 4..what am I..4 yrs old??..the pak man..I hate this I hate this..frigg I can right to do anything as I want to..i'm juz pissed. ffuckkking pissed!! goshh I need anger management..i'm so mad right now!! GGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Saturday, June 24, 2006

yeah tagal kong nde nakapagpost ng blog..kasi tinatamad...lolz..but yeah sulat lang ako..Nung Saturday and Sunday pumunta kame ng Montreal..stay kame sa mang Tita and Auntie Lola namin...may mga kasam din kameng nagstay dun..mga taga Vancouver kasi 10th year Death Anniversary ng Great Grandfather ko..yeah..may pagkaboring kasi walang mapanood sa TV kasi puro French..so nakining na lang ako ng radyo..boring parin..kasi nakinig ako ng pinoy rap..akala ng mga tao may nagdadasal..eh rap lang naman..pssshhh...talagang haters ng pinoy rap...so pinatay ko..nakakawala kasi sila ng gana..lolz..yeah...nung maghapon na, nagswimming lil bro ko saka kaibigan nya sa public swimming pool dun..at ako naman nanonood lang sa bangko...sa bangko nag daydream ako..lolz..lab dream sya..nyahaha...yeah there this daydream guy name Jun-Jun, cute version ni Carlo Aquino..haha..pero mas cute ung version ko..yeah panaginip lang naman eh..yeah ganyan talaga akong kaweird..nagdaydream ampsss..tapos umuwi na kame..kain kame ng hapunan..yeah as I said it's boring..so I juz watched Much Music Video Awards..puro naman rock...nde ako naentertain sa Award show nila this year...halos lahat naman ng dumalo sa show may Award..ang corny nila..syett!!! so pumanik nalang ako kasi amboring nung show...yeah..matutulog na sana ako nun eh kaya lang nanood ung kaibigan ng lil bro ko ng The Incredibles..masyadong silang late..tagal ng shinow un ngayon ngayon lang nila pinanood...psshhh.. nanood sila hanggang 12 PM ata..kaya nde ako makatulog..buti naman natapos sila..hay nako anywayz that's what happened that day..yeah post lang bored kasi...aiight???

06-23-2006

well today is the last day of exams..I hope I did well on them..especially communication technology, because my teacher did not show 1 1/2 hour..and I was waiting 4 him and it seems like he's never coming,..I hope he doesn't fail me..I need that course to become an animator..please GOD..I hope I pass that course..sometimes those mistakes hunts u down the most..well I did well on my guitar class, I got an 80 as my final mark..bumaba..bol shit!!..lolz..lahat cguro ng mga subjects ko bumaba..hey what can I do..ganyan lang talga makakaya ko..I tried my best ok..I did my best on those subjects as best I can..yeah pagkatapos ng exams naghintay ako ng library para sa mga kaibigan ko kasi pupunta kame on one of their houses..pangtipid right, pag ganun...kaya lang nde sila nagshow up coz they didn't saw me on the school..10 mins lang exam ko eh..so umuwi na lang ako ng bahay..naginternet as usual..nakipagchat..tapos nung matagal tagal na ON ung kalakwatsa ko...buti na lang nag on..tapos punta ako bahay nya using my bike..we chat, took pictures, and watched movie "If You"..kakaiyak..panoorin nyo..sa una it's kinda weird, and may mga nudity..pero ganda nung storya..it's about love and how you should appreciate your loved one ngayon nandyan pa sya..kasi nde mo alam kung hanggang kailan sya andyan..yeah..it's good movie..tapos nagsiuwian na kame pagkatapos...ngayon naghahanda na kame para bukas dahil Nous somme alle au Montreal..which mean we are going to Montreal..tapos balik ulit sa Sunday kasi Death Anninversary ng great grandfather ko..so aun nga..so I have to end this post coz I have to get ready 4 tomorow..too bad my cd player isn't working..wala tuloy ako papakinggan..kung papakinggan ko man sa kotse..apaka hina naman patugtugin...which is boring parin..anywayz ian ang mga nangyari ngayong araw na ito..bored lang ako kaya nagsulat ako ng blog..cge sa uulitin...THE END!  

Attention: Anger Management!! pak this Rogers Parental shiitt or whoever put them!! pak 90x!!!

maglalabas lang ako galit..bakit kailangan pang lagyan ng walang yang parental control ung internet namin..like wtf!!! ala naman akong ginagawang masama saka ung mga taong gus2 kong iadd dinedeny or wala pa dun sa ym ko..putcha..saka nde ko pa magamit ung old yahoo account ko..I have to use this fukkin rogers shitt..it's so fukkin gay..I hate this..nde naman ako naninigarilyo, umiinom, nagdrodroga, I always attend my classes, lagi ko naman sinusunod and mga putchang utos nila, and I'm a good girl...bakit sa dame dame ng tao bakit sakin pa..I want the old internet back..I don't need this fukkin rogers shit..and besides I don't even meet with people I don't know or I don't give a fukk to.. I hate them meng!!! like pak pak!!! I'm so pissed off, pag may conference sa ym nde ko makita mga sinusulat ng mga tao..y?? dapat ung nasa listahan ko lang ang nakakausap ko..like wtf?? biatch 3x..tapos lagyan daw ba ng timer??? bakit kailangan ng timer pag gumagamit ng internet!!! buwisit!!!! I'm so pissed!! so close to jump off the window!! and for my parents sake..I'm 16 I know what I'm doing and I'm smarter than that..like shiitt..at mag 17 nako..nde nako baby!!! grrr!!! I'm so mad!! anywayz naglalabas lang ako ng galit kakainis!!! bakit ganito??? I'm so pissed at them!!! buwisit!! pak 7x!!! sana bumalik na ang dati kong account...please!!!!   

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